Piazza, New York catcher, are you straight or are you gay?

Well, it's been a fairly uneventful week and a half or so. Last weekend was soaked in alcohol, but really didn't involve anything that exciting. I hooked up with the skinny boy as planned on Thursday, but that was pretty tame because he somehow got too drunk too fast. Friday was a lovely karaoke night with the old crowd, and Saturday was simply getting too drunk. This week was boring. Then this weekend, aside from a friend's birthday party that involved finally dragging more than one of his friends closer to the closet door and more awkward three-way sexual tension, was... meh. Whatever, next weekend will be more interesting.

It's funny, I hate to sound so... well, juvenile, to be frank, but it's very odd for me not to have a crush on someone. There's nearly always someone that I want, and so my free time is happily occupied trying to get them. Right now, there's the hot friend, who I couldn't be more attracted to if he were a black hole. But the thing is... he's not a good person. Not that that's ever stopped me before, but he hasn't even been a good friend lately, and I'm finding it harder to bother with trying to make him fall madly in love with me. Essentially, I wouldn't be surprised if our brief period of hooking up were very much over.

Then, there's the skinny boy, but the fact of the matter is that he just doesn't excite me. He's nice, he's attractive, he's interesting, and he seems to be into me, but I just don't have butterflies. Whatever, not to be too reliant on sex, but... well, there are certain things he and I haven't done yet, so maybe we'll do those and then see if I'm more... excited, shall we say.

But barring that, there's no one really getting me worked up right now. Sigh. Maybe that's a good thing. I'm really set on making this semester about not continuing the faults of the last. I'm going to the gym, flossing, avoiding fast food, actually doing homework... essentially doing everything I normally don't. We shall see if it pays off...